Thread 82769966

When did you realize that real women are nothing like your anime 2D waifus and fantasy worlds?

>>82769966 (OP)
I know this is why I should kms but I would genuinely be delighted to be this girls boyfriend

>>82769966 (OP)
wow, i wouldn't have believed she was having a good time if she didn't insist

Your're 2d waifu is a used up whore.

>>82769966 (OP)
I don't know who this whore is but she has fantastic nipples

>>82769966 (OP)
King Simp

>>82769966 (OP)
Her job is to have sex so she is playing a character.

>>82769966 (OP)
You're reading a porn actor's posts, this character she is playing is no more "real" than cartoon/fantasy characters, mr. anon. You're still stuck in delusion.

>>82769966 (OP)
I see that she went back to Japan again.

>>82769966 (OP)
When I was fairly young. I think the first time I started to realize it was in elementary school, when my bully was getting swarmed with girls constantly, who wanted nothing more than his love. Then again in middle school and high school, when I was a feminist who was going out of my way to champion fighting for women's issues, and every girl I interacted with didn't want to have anything to do with me and went out of their way to single me out and ostracize from any peer group I was a part of. All the while every girl in school was drooling over my handsome friend (we went to the same classes in middle school and high school) who was kinda psychopathic and an ethnonationalist. I was so confused by all this and didn't understand why. Normal people were gaslighting me, telling me it's because I was a terrible person who was only performative in my goodness to get in women's pants, and women simply didn't know that the evil men they were drooling over were evil. That they were manipulated. But I knew this wasn't true. I was a quiet respectful boy who always wanted others to feel better. I never did anything with the expectation of reciprocation. And those other guys were very transparently evil. Those girls saw the guy bullying me in real time, and some of them joined in. It had no negative effect on how they saw him. And in high school, my handsome friend was extremely vocal about his beliefs. Girls were there when he was talking about it, and again, it had no negative effect. Only the people in the manosphere had actual answers, which soured me not only on women, but also on the way people are willfully and without question perpetuating the myths how good they are, and how nothing bad they ever do is their fault.

>>82770145
I honestly don't believe you and I think others were right about you even if you didn't see it in yourself. "Male feminists" pretty much always act the way they do as a strategy to attract women, but it never works because women can see through it. The fact that you're complaining about how women weren't attracted to you while simultaneously claiming you weren't doing it to attract them is telling.

I also think the distinction here is that you were not confident and probably didn't even understand yourself, let alone others. Looks matter of course, but if your friend was an ethnonationalist and just said so outright, that's going to repel people, but others will be drawn in by his confidence. I myself was exactly that in high school, an open WN but both the black girls in my class were attracted to me, kek. The way women/people in general's minds work can be confusing for sure, but...

The way you paint others as "evil" or "psychopathic" and yourself as "good, respectful" seems delusional. Most people act the way they do for certain reasons. There is cause and effect. Humans can't be categorized into purely good/evil. If, as an adult, you can't look back on your school days and see the way your classmates acted in a more nuanced way, you are still emotionally immature. There were a lot of cunts in my school I hated but I didn't don't see them as "evil", just misguided/immature retarded cunts.

>>82770145
Yeah, same. I had to get 4 dental implants all throughout highschool (plus at least half a dozen crowns) because my bully liked to punch my teeth out for laughs in front of girls. The girls laughed and thought it was super funny. He took the virginities of at least 6 different girls in my class. school authorities never did anything about it either.

>>82770106
You can say that about anything. Everyone is playing a character

>>82770145
Well it's not like they were attracted to your bullies because they were evil. They were attracted to your bullies because they were tall and good looking. If a short brown guy had tried to bully you he would have been expelled instantly lmao.

>>82770257
You're not wrong, but there are degrees. Most people don't play a character to the level of a movie actor which is an entire fabrication. Generally speaking, people play a character for their job. Whether that's being in customer service where you act like an agreeable twat, or this porn actress who pretends she is a succubus. But all the same. The character she is playing is not any more real than an anime waifu. She is selling an image because men pay her to goon.

>>82769966 (OP)
just let a girl have fun, jeez. she doesn't belong to you.

>>82769966 (OP)
I went out with this girl a couple of years ago, and on our second date she admitted quite casually that she had fucked another guy the night before and in the morning before breakfast. Later on as I dropped her off at her place at the end of the night she was disappointed and visibly upset when I basically told her I didn't want to sleep with her. She asked me if I wanted to come in and have some wine, and call me a pussy or a fag for turning her down I don't care, but I was just so put off by it. The weird thing, though not surprising, was that she tried to reverse the whole thing and play it off as if she didn't actually want to sleep with me, you know as if I were the one being turned down. Women are such a joke. And this girl, to all appearances at least, wasn't some turbo whore, but on the contrary quite plain and modest which made me realize that every one of them would ride the cock carousel if they could, and many, if not most, of them actually do. I can only imagine how many normie girls are out there right now nursing their Friday night's hangovers and washing the cum out of their holes, only to do it all over again tonight.

>>82769966 (OP)
I still remember when she did a blacked scene and her socials were all full of chinks bitching at her because they thought she was "theirs".

>>82770341
they did? it was mostly white guys freaking out because it took her so long to get blacked

>>82770322
>Later on as I dropped her off at her place at the end of the night she was disappointed and visibly upset when I basically told her I didn't want to sleep with her. She asked me if I wanted to come in and have some wine, and call me a pussy or a fag for turning her down I don't care, but I was just so put off by it. The weird thing, though not surprising, was that she tried to reverse the whole thing and play it off as if she didn't actually want to sleep with me, you know as if I were the one being turned down.
Women very rarely get rejected, so they react just like this when they do. I rejected a woman once and she went through all of that same stuff. She got pissy and started asking me questions to figure out why I was rejecting her, accused me of being a fag, etc. Eventually I told her I had a gf who was in the bathroom and she suddenly relaxed and seemed relieved that was the reason I was rejecting her.

>>82770209
>I honestly don't believe you and I think others were right about you even if you didn't see it in yourself.
I know you don't. That's my whole life sharing anything hurtful I went through with people like you, who don't know me, but their thinking is so constrained by templates and stereotypes, that they are unwilling to actually listen to me, and instead hear what they want to hear, which doesn't shatter how you see the world. Yes, the world is just, and women are wonderful. It's impossible for someone to try their best to be a good person, only to be constantly denigrated and to see evil people around them lauded for their evil. No, I must have been secretly Hitler all along.
>The way you paint others as "evil" or "psychopathic" and yourself as "good, respectful" seems delusional.
If painting people who bully the fuck out of you as "evil" is delusional, or if painting people who think ethnic cleansing is a desirable outcome as "psychopathic" is delusional, then those words have no meaning. You people always try to gaslight, but the problem is, that you're really bad at gaslighting. That's why people see through your bullshit and reject it, instead of going along with it for their entire lives.

>>82770263
>Well it's not like they were attracted to your bullies because they were evil.
They actually are attracted to certain men because those men are evil. Yes, women are attracted to looks, but they are also attracted to marks of high socioeconomic status (regardless of whether the man has high socioeconomic status or not), and disagreeableness is one of the main ones. That's why they also find men who are disagreeable to a pathological degree attractive, like e.g. violent criminals, murderers, rapists, etc. You can see it by noticing that ugly serial killers are swarmed with love letters from women, like e.g. John Wane Gacy was. That's also how psychopathy perpetuates itself into new generations, because psychopaths are simply so irresistible to women. So you're wrong.

>>82769966 (OP)
well , i'm a bit evil so this arranges me but i would still like someone who isn't completely crazy but rather as crazy as me ( we're here to have fun , not to destroy ourselves )

>>82770473
I think you fail to understand both yourself and other people. Again, if becoming a male feminist wasn't a ploy to ingratiate yourself with women, then why are you bothered when women didn't fall for it and liked the "evil" guys instead? That doesn't make any sense. If women liking you better wasn't your desired outcome, then your failure to achieve that result wouldn't matter to you. And no, your bullies most likely weren't "evil". I don't see my school bullies as evil. Just kids who were never corrected or taught how to act and most likely had a lot of issues going on at home. That doesn't mean you shouldn't feel hurt and angry by how you were treated though.

Hard not to categorize you as a stereotype when you really act like one. Complete with the whole categorization of yourself as "the good one" and people you don't like as "evil psychopaths", calling yourself a "male feminist", and so on, you act just like the stereotypical "nice guy". In short, you have an immature and delusional worldview.

And no, believing in racial politics doesn't make someone a psychopath. You can be a psychopath and have zero interest in that, or you can not be a psychopath and be completely devoted to it. It's not really relevant to whether or not you're a psychopath.

>>82770209
>r classmates acted in a more nuanced way, you are still emotionally immature
Fuck off faggot. Bullying is just evil. You are just like the faggots that anon described in his post. Masquerading the fucked up normie world as mature. The natural conclusion of your bullshit is that I could now find a nuanced way to justify me murdering you and then find a nuanced way why you totally deserved it and everything is fine. You should be dead and I should get an award for it.

>>82770728
Bullying is normal human child behavior. Human children are automatons that just act based on impulse and can barely think, and if they aren't corrected then they will just continue acting in retarded ways. You guys must not be very old if you're still seething this hard over it and haven't developed a more detached and understanding view of it. I can't imagine still being asshurt about what some kid said to me on the playground ages ago. You're extremely stunted if you still feel that way.

>>82770774
I stand by what I said. You should get killed and your murder should get money for killing you. It would be based and honestly normal human behavior.

i masturbated three times and came twice
i was interrupted the second time and didnt finish

>>82770631
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>I think you fail to understand both yourself and other people.
Still with the gaslighting, man. I promise I'm not overusing that term, it's just what you're genuinely constantly trying to do here. One would think you'd be a bit better at it, considering how constantly you reach for it. Why not engage with the substance of what I'm saying, instead of constantly reaching for "oh, you just don't understand yourself, you're delusional, the way you perceive reality and events is fundamentally incorrect and detached from how it really is". Give me a break, dude. If you have nothing of substance to add, then fuck off.
>Again, if becoming a male feminist wasn't a ploy to ingratiate yourself with women
It wasn't. I had a sense of right and wrong, and found what feminists were saying compelling. But I'm glad you supposedly know my motivations better than I do, because I'm so crazy and delusional.
>then why are you bothered when women didn't fall for it and liked the "evil" guys instead?
If you fail to see, how having abuse piled on you when you're trying your best to be a good person, and witnessing evil people be lauded, celebrated, and desired, could cause cognitive dissonance that will lead you down the path of asking questions, then you're either retarded or acting in bad faith. I've never felt entitled to good treatment. But I did and still do feel entitled to being treated with basic dignity. When I was witnessing all of it happening, I didn't suddenly go: "Fuck you! You should want me!" I just felt hurt by the abuse and baffled by the praise of evil. That's all. Then in my late teens and early twenties I started asking about it, and was suddenly treated like a blasphemer.

>>82770901
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>And no, your bullies most likely weren't "evil". I don't see my school bullies as evil. Just kids who were never corrected or taught how to act and most likely had a lot of issues going on at home.
"Evil" isn't an intention. Your actions are what makes you evil. You can explain how someone becomes evil, but it doesn't justify it. I'm truly baffled how you don't see this basic and obvious distinction. Again, if you do evil actions in the world, then it doesn't matter that your daddy raped you and your mommy was chaining you to a radiator, you're still an evil person.
>Hard not to categorize you as a stereotype when you really act like one.
No. You just saw a bunch of things which you associate with a stereotype, and you filled in the rest, because you're low IQ. It's not that complicated, there's just no nuance in the way you see the world. Everything is a simplistic pattern to you.
>And no, believing in racial politics doesn't make someone a psychopath.
Supporting ethnic cleansing does. But it's not surprising to me you would be sweeping for it.

>>82770901
>he thinks feminism makes you a good person

>>82771112
Where did I say that, you brain-dead moron? Highlight it for me.

Male feminists are pathetic. They "subscribe" to an ideology that promotes hate of their own gender in order to (in their minds) get easier access to pussy and easier access to female acceptance.

I've seen it time and time again in real life, you're not fooling anyone, and you're just props for women to use and discard. Retards.

>>82771193
You don't really know what feminism is, so your critique of course misses the mark. But regardless, I'm not a feminist anymore. It's because I reject the foundational claim of feminism, that the society is a patriarchy. I bought into it when I was younger, because I was inexperienced and blind to the sheer amount of systemic privilege women enjoy in the society compared to men. And it was the cognitive dissonance stemming from mistreatment and the championing of evil that let me down the path, where realizing this was a side effect.

>>82771292
You did the right thing Anon, I'm glad you understand how things work now.

>>82769966 (OP)
>twitter bait
KEKAROO

>>82769966 (OP)
>two creampie scenes
>let cute boy fuck me silly
He probably thought she was creaming on his dick when in reality it was the cum of two other guys.

>>82769966 (OP)
I need a hotwife irl.

Most anime girls are chadsexual anyways, just play most eroge.

>>82769966 (OP)
I would love to cope and say that this girl will be a cumdumpster forever, but unfortunately this board (and the rest of the internet) is the literal proof that women are untouchable and will always have simps ready to date and marry them in a heartbeat no matter how much of a loser or whore they are.