Thread 82838224

>Tried to find meaning and purpose through God
>Read the bible, went to church, talked to Priests and Bishops
>Still feel empty and like shit, have no purpose
I give up on the Christ meme. I don't know what to do next but I am done.

How long have you attempted to follow God, anon

>try to follow god
>The more I read the bible, the worst it seems
people were really desperate for meaning back when this shit was written down

>>82838224 (OP)
why follow someone like god? if that nigga really cared about anything he would end my life here and right now

don't fall for the hebrew demiurge

>>82838224 (OP)
Christ lives within your heart

>>82838228
Since the Pandemic quarantines.
>>82838234
Yeah. I have not gotten much value out of it. I thought it would get easier to find the value in, but I just got less and less convinced of anything.
>>82838248
Apparently not, I do not feel anything. I have not felt anything this entire time.

>>82838248
that's just a cope dude. He's been dead for 2k years and doesn't answer your prayers, your only means of "communicating" with this zombie god is through a set of letters which are morally outdated and at times complete bleak.
jesus rules by fear and threats of damnation.

If you want to find god, look out the window my nigger

>>82838224 (OP)
My biggest problem as well. I sort of believe it all, but I never felt anything. No matter how hard I tried, I just felt empty and devoid of meaning, like everything was still ugly.
I tried talking to other Christians and they gave the "are you really a Christian?" talk again and again because I didn't fart rainbow and butterflies of good feelings.
Just feel again it's something for neurotypical normalfags just like anything else.

>>82838276
The way to get to heaven is to accept christ died for your sins, that's it...

>>82838359
>worship me or be cursed

>>82838353
I don't believe it at all at this point. That all anyone can say to me now is "Are/were you ever really Christian" or one of a dozen other tired things is the nail in the coffin for me. If none of the Bible really makes sense, beyond old moral stories and metaphor, and I cannot feel Christ, then what am I bothering for? How many years of blind faith do I need?

>>82838380
Everything you have is was given from him lol. How is he cursing you if he just lets you reject him

>>82838380
I said, accept that he died for your sins, that's it anon...

>>82838224 (OP)
>Read the bible
Rookie mistake. The bible is dumb gibberish and poorly written Hebrew history. The King James version was written in the 17th century so it's full of a 400 year old dialect no one speaks anymore.

>Hark ye knobbery, forsooth I doth am thy lord and verily we trod leeward yon cubits upon thine brow.
It's awful to read and borderline nonsensical to a modern English speaker. I keep expecting Jesus to profess his love to Juliet.

For a really fun time read one of those Easy-English bibles they made in the last 30 years that translates it into modern American English. It makes a stupid experience downright hilarious. There's a reason no one was allowed to translate the bible out of Latin for 1100 years under penalty of death. It's total incoherent nonsense and rules someone made up 2400 years ago.

Sitting and reading the bible is typically followed by throwing the bible into the trash.

>>82839171
>I keep expecting Jesus to profess his love to Juliet.
Top fuckin kek, anon. I can tell you're a cut above the average robot.

>>82838224 (OP)
Stop searching for Christ
Start living like Christ

>>82839171
>filtered by early modern english
lol dumb cunt

>>82838224 (OP)
he lurks r9k sometimes so its good that you came here

>>82839441
That sounds pretty unhealthy.