Any anons feel or are in the position to be just observers? I've just been a NEET the past 6 years so I can but I can't really "be myself" around most humans and would rather avoid but watch them. The only time I can is on here making stupid posts like this. Surprisingly I've recently been in a good mood and I'm not sure why but I'm scared because I'm so extremely neurotic and I can be happy and literally wanting to die the next second.