Thread 82880670

>Normie friends basically cut me out of there lives slowly over the past 3 years.
It's mainly because I'm just a loser alcoholic NEET but we've never even really fought so I don't understand why they don't care about me anymore and so easily too. I just am maybe meant to be alone and I prefer it but it does hurt when I don't want to be sometimes and can't.

>>82880670 (OP)
>It's mainly because I'm just a loser alcoholic NEET but we've never even really fought so I don't understand why they don't care about me anymore and so easily too
You just answered your question. Now a question for you... you don't work. What the fuck are you an alcoholic for? Beer costs money. Are you genuinely spending neetbux on beer? Really sad

>>82880721
Vodka but yes. Please explain to me why cutting me out of your life if we we're childhood friends for the reason i gave it op. I wouldn't do that to any of them if they we're in my situation. I really care about them still but they don't want anything to do with me anymore.

>loser
>alchoholic
>NEET
Why do these things matter if we get along together?

>>82880670 (OP)
Still not too late to go to Church

>>82880746
guess they just weren't true friends, huh

I was already cut out by all but two friends when I first became a NEET back in 2005. Most people I knew were obviously not friends.
Only in recent years I have picked up alcoholism. As a hopeless autist and incel, I have leaned into my asocial and hermit tendencies.
My family are dead already, so I am already alone, as I have always expected to be since my early 20s. I welcome death when it comes.

>>82880775
I'm not really into that stuff but maybe it would be good to get involved in some community. I am such a hermit though but I do crave social interaction once in a while.

>>82880798
Maybe not but 2 of my closest friends since like kindergarten just don't wanna hang anymore. It wasn't even natural separation from just growing up I think because they still hang but don't wanna do stuff with me all of a sudden in the past 3 ish years.

>>82880670 (OP)
they dont want you to drag them down with you
they want to create their own lives as perfectly as possible
if you quit drinking and become successful they would probably come back
i dont know though im just guessing
i would hang out with you though
although i dont like the smell of alcohol its not a deal breaker

im in the same situation. lost my high school contacts and now im floored. i dont want to befriend the simps are my shitty job. i dont even trust them. ill just spend life alone i guess. i miss havin a friend to discuss pokemon with

>>82880812
>became a NEET back in 2005
Damn how old are you? I became one in 2019 when I graduated high school and I just turned 24 2 months ago.

>>82880857
If that's are how they are feeling then I still don't understand why because we've always been chill together. Maybe I just gave off a blackpilled vibe unintentially and didn't notice because I've always been pretty negative or nihilistic but I've rarely ever fought with them or had bad experiences. Maybe it's just some inherent normie sixth sense they have. In the past couple months I've actually been doing better. I've been in a better mood and I don't get wasted anymore but I do still drink regularly. Getting blasted though is not fun anymore.

>>82880882
>Damn how old are you? I became one in 2019 when I graduated high school and I just turned 24 2 months ago.
I'm 39. Passed two years of college, suffered a bereavement, then got royally fucked by the 2008 cataclysm eliminating any basic back-office job that I'd have excelled at. I wagied for a year in the mid-10s, but it became clear I was too autist to even deal with office work, so have NEETed for a second decade. RIP. I've NEETed for over 7,000 days now.

>>82880971
>I was too autist to even deal with office work
Yeah I could never do some corporate office stuff I'm just to fucked for it. I'm just built to be a hermit. I belong on an assembly line with zero to minimum human contact. Affordable living is all it comes down to really too.