>Fundamentally change your operating principles for life that you always held.
Honestly until only very recently am I struggling with it and I think about it all the time I just maybe wasn't introspective enough or I like to think that I was or am. I've based my whole identify around being introverted, indifferent, reasonable, and compromise and why I am better off that way or better than others only now I am maybe recognizing the root of it and the good AND bad of it. I've been being less blackpilled but only a little but my mood has honestly improved a bit I think or I do feel a little better. That's gotta mean something I hope.
Honestly until only very recently am I struggling with it and I think about it all the time I just maybe wasn't introspective enough or I like to think that I was or am. I've based my whole identify around being introverted, indifferent, reasonable, and compromise and why I am better off that way or better than others only now I am maybe recognizing the root of it and the good AND bad of it. I've been being less blackpilled but only a little but my mood has honestly improved a bit I think or I do feel a little better. That's gotta mean something I hope.