Thread 82905578

i'm so tired of yearning
all i ever do is yearn, and yearn, and yearn
i drown myself in alcohol until the room is spinning to escape my thoughts, but i only yearn more
i down cough syrup by the bottle to evade the yearning, only to wake floating in an ocean of my own vomit
i take a handful of adderall until my heart is pumping out of my chest and my mind is racing a million miles an hour, and in the midst of my high i convince myself even for a moment that i've overcome my yearning
but the next day, i wake up like a ball of yarn, curled up far beneath my blankets, my mind psychologically unraveling, yearning and yearning and yearning.
i'm so tired of yearning.

>>82905578 (OP)
>yearn, and yearn, and yearn
you has yearn?!?!? gib it me wants :3

>>82905578 (OP)
What do you yearn for, Yearner?

>use a word
>Schitzo latches onto it

>>82905602
username fag kek

>>82905578 (OP)
>>82905587
>>82905588
>>82905602
urine, and urine, and urine

Last word you OCd schitzo latched onto of mine is
>Simple as

Obviously I didn't invent the word, but I'll write a letter and use it and then you OCD spam it everywhere after that

I'm a Yearner, you think it's hell, but as a yearner when you have no one to yearn for it's truly hell. I want to yearn for women at my job, but I'm not as ignorant as I was in highschool and know what I'm doing and what the consequences would be if I did yearn for them. I now yearn for someone to yearn for. Someone who'll make the world seem beautiful again, someone who even if I'm having the worst day, her smile will send me to heaven.

>>82905795
>reee i am allergic to fun
kek nigga

>>82905578 (OP)
I will get all fucked up in your honor escapismanon. I will be ruined by tonight I promise you.

>>82905997
thanks, my next drink's to you.