Thread 82948424

>wake up being too sleepy
>I should had went to bed earlier
>instead of staying awake to (re)watch steins gate
>get a coffee n cig
>feed our cat and kittens
>make my bed
>change into work clothes
>arrive at work with dad
>tells me I can go finish my coffee
>find a semi heated place where I can drink n smoke
>go through my vacation pics
>take me back please
>its cold & windy outside
>have to work outside for the most part today
>if I understand things right
>today parents have to make the final decision
>about going for a extended weekend road trip or n0t
>dad isnt sure cause of our family biz
>I better stfu and catch up with him to start with work
>I could just fall asleep here to be desu

>ended up buying stocks again yesterday
>spent most of my paycheck for september on them
>only japanese companies this time
>even some for the railroad companies over there
>check them out
>MINUS -42,66(3,27%)
>my precious cash
>my heart
>I wanna go back to bed now
>this shouldn't matter
>not like I wanna sell them anytime soon
>but being hopeless on default mode isnt helping
>not really excited about to buy moar with the upcoming paycheck for october
>I need a last cig befor I stfu

>>82948484
Why are you buying Japanese railroad companies?

>>82948509
Because im autistic ofc.
Actually cause of my experience with public transportation in dis piece of shit country
And then experiencing the bliss of public transportation over there
But should had sticked with the one that covers tokyo, the others are may not as profitable as that one 0of
They are gonna release numbers soon enough so I will see if I fucked up or not

>>82948550
why are you in r9k if you're rich and have a stable job and a company to inherit?

>dad gives me some retarded task
>feel retarded
>regret my life choices
>to being a big gear in the amazon warehouse machinery
>to this shitty joke
>rush my task
>go back to my hiding spot
>time to chain smoking while being in despair
>now I regret my stock purchase
>need to hab capital if I want to attempt my own business
>just give me cancer already or something like that PLEASE
>>82948562
Eitherway I grew up here but
>n0t rich
>dads company is a big joke if you ask me
>n0thing I would rely on in the long term

>mostly busy with chain smoking so far
>look up jobs in my area
>im so fucked by being a dropout
>only place where I hab some chance is at amazon (again)
>but I cant imagine to start at the bottom again
>I would stay there for much longer if I go for a round 2
>just let me be able to kill myself please

wtf you got a job now?
i thought you were a minor

>im actually tempted to give amazon a shot again
>if I tell dad he will become melty
>I rather discuss this back home again
>>82948903
>wtf you got a job now?
>now
the nihon vacation was paid by my own efforts
>i thought you were a minor
I wish
Im 27
And I used to be a menace around here when I was 17 xd

>>82948913
what the fucking fuck youre fucking older than me and you just sorta casually fucking lifemog me now too. i was honestly fully expecting you to become a lifelong neet with your wombo combo of bad social anxiety and lack of education. good job on everything ameposter, honestly
maybe i should get a job too and stop being a worthless nigger

>actually do something
>in the rain
>my hair is all wet
>its cold n windy
>yea im risking to get sick
>quick coffee n cig break
>thinking of amazon but its killing me too
>10h shifts
>1 break in a hurry
>6 days a week
>the biggest trouble is having to start at the bottom again
>give me my old position back and I will work 7 days a week
>everything just feels hopeless
>I wanna die holy shittu
>why wasnt I born into a actual rich family
>>82948971
>lifelong neet
I wish, if I had enough monays why not
Welp if I can manage work then you can do it too desu
Ganbare

>they are looking for someone in a rather office position
>thats strange
>cause usually these positions are only posted on the intern career thingy
>but I do remember them looking for someone for the same position last year
>so maybe they are that desperate to find someone
>welp my old smoking buddy was accepted for that position
>but then he killed himself befor it happened
>gonna update my resume and apply for it when im back home me thinks
>welp I better enjoy my last coffe n cig break

>dad left earlier
>left me with a employee
>calls me to let me know he paid me for october already
>im n0t happy
>its not enough to satisfy me or have fun with it
>idk what to do with it
>not thrilled to buy more stocks
>my confidence in them isnt there anymore like it used to be
>my thoughts of applying to that amazon position is also gone
>a lot more work while the paychecks wont be really different
>killing myself seems like the best option
>but im too much of a pussy
>one very painful failed attempt was one too many
>fucking kill me already please

>arrive back home
>mom asks me if I can pic up something from the pharmacy
>change clothes & get ready to go out
>she is like too soon
>the pharmacy told her it can be picked up later
>go2bed
>I guess I will nap
>mom is like n0 Switzerland roadtrip if we dont pick up her meds today
>i dont really care to be desu
>im not thrilled over it
>I rather need to figure out how to make more cash
>but everything seems hopeless
>whats the point of being alive if you dont make enough money
>kill me
>can I get a heart attack during my nap please
>Im vaxxed so please let the tinfoil people be right about it

you're the only thing left of /r9k/ stay alive if only for its sake

Does Germoney have commies larping out in the public?

>drink some vodka x energy drink thingy
>chug it all down
>continue (re)watching steins gate
>>82950768
give me monay or give me death
>still waiting for the devil to give me a deal for my soul
>apparently I hab n0 soul

>>82951245
I know who u are cause of that PXL thingy
ur a commie urself >:(

>>82951334
Damn, lil bro, I ain't trying to hide. Lidurally says Norgay in the pic too. Just a fun lil observation about westoid commies. There were other ones calling to boycott the election. Also keep getting ads of them sneeding about your folx genocide in Gaza.

>>82951374
>Also keep getting ads of them sneeding about your folx genocide in Gaza.
>your folx
>gaza
this is a second time ur doing dis shittu
go screw urself
I hate u
go away
where is kanoeanon

Lowkey starting to doubt this kanoeanon ever existed ar all.

you dont exist
ur just part of my schizophrenia
im gonna take my meds now
and ur gonna stop existing >:(
>>82951439
>>82951439
>>82951439

Niqqas so racist they start hallucinating...

BLA BLA BLA
I CANT HEAR YOU

A'ight. Imma be the Bigger man now and let y'all folx be.

>1 new hidden post
Thanks filters

>another hidden post
St0p trying zigger

>welp now I should be able to sleep I hope
>idc if I oversleep switzerland
>just let me die
>there is n0 reason to staying alive
>fuck everything
>im super melty

How many children of Gaza will miss Switzerland once and for all tonight...

Gib sum female attention.

>wake up with a headache
>get a chocolate coffee thingy with a cig
>mom tells me to pack my stuff for the trip
>IDK
>maybe I will just stay at home
>there are new episodes of hazbin hotel
>gonna save them up for later I guess
>why am I still here
>just to suffer
>kill meeee

>"Paulie, you ever get the feeling that nothing good's ever gonna happen to you?"
>"Yeah, and nothing ever did. So what?"
I finally geddit.

>parents say we will depart at 1am
>still need to pack my clothes n stuff
>still need to decide if im gonna join them or n0t

>mom asks if I'm going to the antique market with her tomorrow and berrypicking in the woods cause there still might be some lingoberries
>don't want to cause it's not glamorous or anything
>cousin from Spain calls
>complains about her kids being accused of manjiplating some tards in school or something idek
>ain't no one visiting thank Othinn...

>>82954248
(Something something)

>>82954328
Baka flipping off his shrine to capitalism....

>>82954355
my actual buddah shrine needs some care to be desu
>I would be rich with my Reichsmark if I had a time machine

>Forgot the pic
>>82954355
Fick

>>82954404
Meh. Wrong Reich.

Want to coom, but just ate spicy ramen.

>>82954453
Do NOT
DO NOT post kanoe
I miss kanoeanon reee
>>82954517
The fuck
Weird sensitive dick ig

>>82954530
Oh shidd. Lole. That is her name. I thought you were having a schizo breakdown instead of just a BPD one.
Damn, you cutfaggs wouldn't even feel a habanero on your pp. Damn no wonder. I'd be super melty too.

>>82954551
You never wash ur hands?
I knew russians were ick....

>>82954588
>In Islam, a full-body ritual washing called ghusl is mandatory after sexual intercourse or ejaculation to remove a state of major ritual impurity, which is necessary for activities like prayer.
Huh? That's after the sesh even among you folx. Isn't your dad supposed to teach you this stuff?

>>82954627
I stopped reading ur post after the second word
No clue why ur obsessed with these religions

>>82954726
Cause I hate browns and whites and I won't miss an opportunity to remind them they don't belong in my comfy zone.

>>82954779
And ur yellow I guess

>>82954783
I mean, you lament that you don't live among the yellow folx every day on these blogs.

>>82954841
Im just guessing your color

>>82954841
0h
Yea ur red
I forgot
My bed

>>82954858
I geddit how the noble Nipponese feel when your loud, testosterone fueled strides disturb the ant-like precision of the Akihabara street crossings. I'd be unnerved too.

>>82954886
I behaved over there, I dont rike ur fanfiction

>>82954904
Alright then. Be sure to behave in Switzerland too >-<
Goodnight.

>while packing my stuff for the trip
>I found 10 bucks in some pants
>neat desu
>I should be as good as ready2go for the trip
>gonna munch the last of my dubak chocolate
>probably while watching the new hazbin hotel episode
>but I kinda wanna finish steins gate too
>>82954941
I will but n0t because you asked for it
F*ck you
>>82955118
Yea same
Sorpanos is also showing up in my yt shorts more frequently again

>>82954941
0h roght
Goodnight
Go away now
Go2sleep
Sleep.

>we depart
>>>8h drive
>0of
I hope I didnt forget anything

>fall asleep during the drive
>wake up
>be like
>are we there yet?
>0of not even close

>we st0p by a gas station.
>we get these classic Autobahn gas station sausages
>I get to smoke cigs
>continue the drive2switzerland
>im wearing my pjamas since the beginning of the trip

Morning. Let me guess. You're ''melty'' and all?
>"My grandfather rode a camel, my father rode a camel, I drive a Mercedes, my son drives a Land Rover, his son will drive a Land Rover, but his son will ride a camel.''
Baka will not appreciate what he has until years later...

This sip so hard, been gnawing at it for days...
Honestly? Never even wanted to insult you once. My brain just thinks that making references to people's backgrounds will make them like me.

>>82948424 (OP)
c-cute..... uhhhewoooohhhwwwaaagghh
\>.</

>quick gas station st0p
>there is a McDonald's
>want breakfast at McDonald's
>its closed
>noooooo
>the next time we reach a McDonald's
>it should be open4breakfast
>>82957708
Im very sleepy
Not kanoeanon...
>>82957903
Gay

>Ohmigosh why isn't the heckin Mcdonalds open 24/7 like in Amerikkka????
Rootless cosmopolitan moment

>quick st0p by a McDonald's
>plus I get to smoke
>order mini pancakes
>eggs n bacon wrap with a latte matcha
>less than 20km tik we enter the switzerland

The snow is here yay. Brown weather gives me a brown attitude.
>>82951952
The answer was 24 apparently.

>we arrive in Switzerland
>used to be able to have free roaming with my last phone contract
>dont do much
>>>>get charged 60 bucks
>MY HEART
>PRECIOUS MONEY
>this also means n0 Switzerland posting like a few years ago
>>>rip ;w;
>arrive at my uncle's place in zurich
>hab some tea
>we all need some sleep
>tfw miss kanoeanon
>where is kanoeanon
>in a better timeline they ar3 my bf/gf already

>want2sleep
>end up talking to my older cousin a lot
>he has a HUGE manga collection
>makes me look like a smol weeb
>at least I hab the figure collection;w;
>we mostly talked about the world, politics and businesses
Anyhooo
>WHERE IS KANOEANON
>PLEASE CUM BACK
>I WILL BE NICE NOW

>uncle's place in zurich
Can't make this type shidd up.

>Swiss weeb
https://youtube.fandom.com/wiki/Melonpan
>video unavailiable
>video unavailiable
>video unavailiable
Damn, I truly feel old now.

>sleep for way too much
>wake up
>get a tea n cig
>where is kanoeanon
>reeeeeeeeee
>>82961961
I never liked him

Pretty sure you bitching so much only scares them away. But we both know BPD, it's not really about that poor (but smart) sod anyway.

Have fun being liked. I'm going to sleep.

>leave to a smol mall with mom & aunt
>they hab a fresh pomegranate juice machine
>get a bottle
>is tasty to me
>nothing beats that pomegranate juice chain in Tehran
>I miss it
>they would mix fresh pomegranate juice with slimy pomegranate fruit leather
>a sweet n sour bliss
>my older cousin told me I look good & alive
>and that last time I seemed like on the edge of death
>welp I was verrry skelly
>you could see my ribs on default
>>82962186
Im gonna kidnap kanoeanon and keep them under my bed
>>82962401
Bpd moment
Goodnight
>https://youtube.com/shorts/8cV9BwwJodo?si=Zk9wHRjDW2M54BA5

Slipped on ice already. This life is just tripping over yourself siiiigh...
>>82962921
>under my bed
Same place all the other unwanted toys go?

>>82964033
My doujinshi collection is there
They will hab plenty to read
Also I hab my unfinished building bricks model there
GIVE ME KANOEANON

This honey whisky gives me sus vibes. Bleh.
>>82964847
This inherently unlovable boy is unphased by such displays.

>we go out to eat together
>arrive bacc at uncle's place
>younger cousin finally arrives
>we go out
>smoke some hash with his fren
>arrive back home
>watch some Netflix doc together with both off my cousins
>time2sleep now
>>82964964
I dont wanna phase u
I want kanoeanon back
GIVE ME KANOEANON REEEEE
Goodnight
Dont drink2much desu