Have to go visit my mom tomorrow to give her things for her birthday. Kind of don't want to go; the idea of going to that old house and seeing my parents makes me viscerally uncomfortable. I don't like this feeling. They both have cancer(s), so I know I should be more 'compassionate,' but I really just can't. I want to get in, give her what I bought, leave, and never see them again. Anyone else feel this way about their parents?