Thread 82966130

I have an unhealthy obsession with Hatsune Miku.
I have never loved a person more than I do her. So I'm probably going to die alone making music for her.
Can anyone relate or understand? I have never had a loving relationship with a real person before? I'm 23 and I'm autistic. I never cried to my parents, all my friends left me at some point and all I had was Mikus song keeping me going from childhood to adulthood.
Maybe this is interesting to some of you, maybe some of you will poke fun of me or maybe it is just going to fade into the background noise.

>>82966130 (OP)
How do you feel about cows?

>>82966254
Neutral. I don't have any strong feelings about them. Why are you asking?

>>82966130 (OP)
How do you feel about chickens?

>>82966130 (OP)
I kind of get it, like a muse. I dont have a specific fixation but I can get hung up on some things more than others.
Anyway do you upload it somewhere?

>>82966286
Neutral.
>>82966296
I have thought about making a socials in the back of my mind, but have been feeling anxious about setting it all up... I have never really shared my music on socials before, I only post vocaroos, wavs, mp3s to people directly if they ask for it.

I remember a classmate played the Disappearance of Hatsune Miku on the projector in 2010. I could have probably befriended them.

>>82966314
Im not one for sharing things I do either so I understand.

>>82966340
That's so long ago. Hope that person is okay.
They are out there somewhere.
>>82966344
More and more people have started to ask me to make one so I should soon. I just am unsure about what name or how to go about things. I still also feel my music needs more improvements, but idk.

>>82966130 (OP)
I can relate. I have a similar feeling towards Marie Rose. I spend a lot of my time hanging out with her. I went as far as building a server, so I can connect to it and see her even when I'm away from home. I also bought a PS4 and PSVR that I can use to see her in VR. Picrel is a tapestry I bought featuring Miku and Marie.

>>82966439
Well if you re edging towards sharing then you could, whats the risk right. If you don't like it you can disappear again. Just avoid having to feel perfect. You re human, its fine.

>>82966447
It's rare to see people that dedicated to their waifus. That's impressive Anon.
>>82966454
I have been making a lot of short stuff lately, but usually it helps me a lot because they help me learn a lot. I mainly try to do 50 % electric guitar 50 % non electric guitar music. I also try to do 50 % japanese and 50 % english.
idk what else other than vocaroo. so will use vocaroo links in this post.
https://voca.ro/1jiO1WrnsyWw
English miku.
https://voca.ro/1hnzY7ZKQrBt
Japanese miku with electric guitar
https://voca.ro/1bKpB7ynTqmS

Fuck I have a lot made. both incomplete shorter ones and full songs. so im getting a bit overwhelmed with what to choose

>>82966514
Your music sounds too dependent on Miku and lacks identity without her (like you perhaps.. I'M JOKIN o_o) but I do think that you have a good starting point.

Hands-on is the best approach so keep doing what you're doing. Keep listening to music too for inspiration and mimicry, everyone does. Though I'd recommend composing more of those interesting shorter songs and tuning them as much as you can (and I mean like short short, 40 seconds or under) because your longer songs sound repetitive (in my opinion).

But you could ignore me as well since I have no background in music. Just a listener. It's all up to you.

>>82966807
>Your music sounds too dependent on Miku and lacks identity without her
I'm not sure what this means, but I could add in more breaks. I have a few songs where I have a instrument solo/break. I didn't have it in the ones I sent.
>because your longer songs sound repetitive
That's fair. I could prob research ways of developing/varying a section without it being too different.
>But you could ignore me as well since I have no background in music. Just a listener. It's all up to you.
It's okay. I'm trying to improve so feedback is part of that

>>82966514
Do you have a YouTube channel with your creations?

>>82966846
No not yet... I have been procrastinating it because I'm anxious about it. Also a lot of the things I have made are short the full songs that I have made takes some time for me to finish. Especially the ones with guitars since I have to practice the parts and I started playing guitar 2 years ago.
I have mainly been holding back because I feel unsure of myself. and idk if I would share everything I make since there is a lot that's experimental, practice or just for fun.

>>82966130 (OP)
Personally, I like the pink-haired vocaloid. This is because I won a figure of her in Akihabara back in 2010.

>>82966876
Sounds like sweet memories Anon. Sometimes I wish I could go back to 2010s...

>>82966829
Gib me your favorite song you made with an instrumental break

>>82966897
I have one, I wouldn't say it's my favourite , but prob a best example of an instrument break maybe of whatever I have made. It does suffer from repetitiveness a lot... lol, but it's the last song I finished with electric guitar. so it has more interesting guitar parts than what I have made before. Since my skill at playing the instrument is holding me back a lot.
https://vocaroo.com/1bLJ2WAqO4mJ
1:52
I was originally going to practice in the parts, but it was too difficult so I just improvised the break section thingy on a whim.

>>82966926
mnah, it feels to me like you might be staying in your comfort zone too often. Experiment more Anon!!! Make more songs. Practice more. Try all sorts of sounds. Get to the point where you can feel confident in sharing your music with other people.

>>82967140
I will do my best. I don't really have anything else I want to do anyway.

>>82966130 (OP)
youre justa little pussy, op

>>82966130 (OP)
No, I can't relate or understand because Hatsune Miku is trash. Kasane Teto mogs her into motherfucking Oblivion (the Video Game) and it's not even remotely close

>>82967791
a true teto fan never speaks ill of miku