>>33398902
It's called being dissatisfied.
I'm the same, but I'm a work slave that has to pull 12-20hr (yes, 20) days.

If I was happy, satisfied, doing what I enjoy in life, I wouldn't be this way.

>>279717929
>What's with the uptick in welcome to NHK posts recently
Most Zoomers are reaching their mid 20's and have begun to realize the game is fucking rigged, just like you did in your 20's, they sympathize with the MC who uses vices to numb the pain of modern existence just like you did or still do if you are pathetic subhuman