>>33305661
M26
I don't know really and can only speak from my own experience, but I feel like I'm still in love with my ex desu. I still get butterflies whenever I see her. I get this urge to look after her and make sure she's okay.
You just feel at home with them. You stop worrying about other things, they seem insignificant besides. You look at them and realise how beautiful this person is inside and out. Every quirk, every mannerism is endearing and a a window into their soul.
You appreciate how lucky you are to be beside them, how much they have to offer the world. How they'd be a wonderful friend, companion, and parent. The world is a brighter place with them in it.
You just want them to be happy and feel loved, because they deserve the world. Whether that includes you or not, as much heartbreak or pain it might cause, you want them to flourish with flying colours.

Speaking of exes... I went round my ex's this afternoon and realised how attracted to her I still am and how much I miss her
She wants to try dating again but I'm worried we'll run into problems like before and it won't work out again
I don't think we're the most compatible for the long term desu, even if we get on really well and she's a sweetheart
I said I could visit her again today but I realise I'm just being a simp at this point and need to set some boundaries. Should I resist seeing her again and say that I feel we should take some space/time from each other as I'm trying to move on? Feels harsh but I fear if not this back and forth will just continue