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7/22/2025, 10:35:12 AM
>>81915280
>TFW no affectionate female sex partner who is deeply attracted to me.
I've determined that sweetness is the most important quality in a woman. I want her to have high empathy and actually love me and to love the love I give her back. From what I've heard, some women actually get turned off by and attempt to cheat on guys who essentially give them too much love: guys who will make more time to be with them and work extra hard to make them happy.
>TFW no affectionate female sex partner who is deeply attracted to me.
I've determined that sweetness is the most important quality in a woman. I want her to have high empathy and actually love me and to love the love I give her back. From what I've heard, some women actually get turned off by and attempt to cheat on guys who essentially give them too much love: guys who will make more time to be with them and work extra hard to make them happy.
7/18/2025, 8:08:02 PM
>>81874937
It could still be OCD, but there's a chance you're right. It does appear as though I have emotional dysregulation, even considering all the OCD stuff, and this is a feature of BPD. I'm 25, and haven't bothered with getting a girlfriend, at least thinking I wouldn't be able to get one due to being a broke, unemployed fatass. Covid really fucked me up, since I virtually never went out and pretty much just stayed in my room all those years. I stopped going to the gym in March 2020 and didn't return until January 2024.
I was only slightly fat in high school, and I believe I have good facial genetics. There were several girls crushing on me, including one really hot, tall athlete girl that a lot of guys considered to be super hot. She was a stacy, and she was really interested in me and giving me eyes of desire. I never asked anyone out, thinking I wouldn't be able date them due to not having a car, even though there were a few places nearby in walking distance I could take them that were around the school. (I lived right across the school.) I also thought that the school environment would become super awkward if I broke up with one of them. These thoughts might have been OCD bullshit. I was only in high school for freshman and sophomore year, but I was on the older side, having turned 15 the month before sophomore year. I did get to make out with a 24-year-old woman when I was 15, though, and that was nice. I did feel pretty bad when she disappeared. I met her while volunteering for my high school key club at a festival. I walked away from her for too long, and she likely left. It's a good thing she's on the sex offender registry and you can see her address.
It could still be OCD, but there's a chance you're right. It does appear as though I have emotional dysregulation, even considering all the OCD stuff, and this is a feature of BPD. I'm 25, and haven't bothered with getting a girlfriend, at least thinking I wouldn't be able to get one due to being a broke, unemployed fatass. Covid really fucked me up, since I virtually never went out and pretty much just stayed in my room all those years. I stopped going to the gym in March 2020 and didn't return until January 2024.
I was only slightly fat in high school, and I believe I have good facial genetics. There were several girls crushing on me, including one really hot, tall athlete girl that a lot of guys considered to be super hot. She was a stacy, and she was really interested in me and giving me eyes of desire. I never asked anyone out, thinking I wouldn't be able date them due to not having a car, even though there were a few places nearby in walking distance I could take them that were around the school. (I lived right across the school.) I also thought that the school environment would become super awkward if I broke up with one of them. These thoughts might have been OCD bullshit. I was only in high school for freshman and sophomore year, but I was on the older side, having turned 15 the month before sophomore year. I did get to make out with a 24-year-old woman when I was 15, though, and that was nice. I did feel pretty bad when she disappeared. I met her while volunteering for my high school key club at a festival. I walked away from her for too long, and she likely left. It's a good thing she's on the sex offender registry and you can see her address.
7/6/2025, 6:21:15 AM
>>81729091
Can you expand on this, anon?
Can you expand on this, anon?
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