>small dick
>weird tits
>fridge body
>gross face
>constantly make people around me uncomfortable
>have several exs that hate me and tell others what a piece of garbage i am
>Live in texas
>can purchase a gun
I am going to kill myself soon and I've never been happier.

i found an old sd card containing images and videos i made and projects i worked on a few years ago and now i am acutely aware of the passage of time and it's freaking me out

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>quiet
>doesn't try to get my attention
>doesn't leave the house (is a shut in)
>keeps a comfortable distance from me (preferably across the room, or in another room) unless I feel like it
>doesn't want sex very often
>happy doing our own things
>but doesn't try to do stuff with other people either
>still eat together
>still cuddle together at night
i'm mentally ill. my ideal relationship is more like owning a cat than having a gf. i don't know why i'm like this

is it over for me at 5ft11..