Not sure if /lit/ is the best place to ask, but whenever I struggle with conceptual problems literature has always been helpful.

But yeah what I'm struggling with is space, or rather I'm struggling with space related social anxiety. I basically don't know where to stand, I'm always either too close or too far away to people, and I feel like I have no weight, I fundamentally don't understand space. I have no social issues at all whenever I'm sitting down. I bump into people I stand awkwardly unsure where to be, I block people's path all the time or I walk randomly then stop and go back, all of it is unnatural. I don't have any other struggles in the social arena so I'm somewhat perplexed.

Is there any literature on this?? I want to acquire something like weight as well as grace.

Financing or even just finding physical copies is starting to become a hassle, I've been pdfagging but I really wanna get back to hard-covers and filling my library. I went to a few shops near me, here in Vienna, in an attempt to cut out the middleman but none of them do anything but just basic spiral stuff.

Any ideas? Maybe we can have a printing-thread