>spend ungodly amounts of time fearing a hypothetical situation with your life
>eventually manage to convince yourself said situation won't happen as a coping mechanism and partially forget about it
>it happens anyway and manifests in the worst way possible
Is there a single more traumatizing thing a human can experience in their country?

Is being a guy just shit for the first 30 years of life? If I were to look at my life, it has probably been more shit than not. Hardly any friends, gf, and no money. Of course there might be some bias on here, but isn't that partly the reason why we are seeing the rise of the right wing? The only positives I have are not having any health issues, and the hope to have enough money by 30+ to fuck off occasionally on vacations to places and hobbies (if ww3 doesn't break out).