>>11322083
>i'm pretty pathetic
Yeah obviously. At the very least you aren't seeing yourself as the absolute lowest now.

Knowing that you aren't good enough to be solely a decoration actually improves your value in the eyes of people like me who don't believe in slaves being only a decoration. Not going to need as much help in knowing your place, although "slow corruption' is just another word for "slave training"

>>11322084
NTA, obviously since I just tuned in the maximum cruel dom voice, where to put her arms is a good question. If she was maybe in the corner while a sister of hers was more active at my feet I'd give direction that she is to switch between arm positions at the end of every program. Go from folded behind her back, on the back of her neck, then ontop of her head, repeating in that order. As for a cushion, slaves are not in any way permitted to appropriate a cushion meant for people. At the absolute maximum, if she's given a scrap of cardboard to sleep on, she may be permitted to move it around with her if she's especially good that day.

Also I am extremely into being consistent in how I treat slaves, and that goes into my mood too. Sure I have mercy on them a lot, and plenty of slave training and just discipline in general is based on Master knowing exactly what is best for his property to pay him back with in that exact situation, but getting so violent with these creatures that I am drunkenly beating them just seems counterproductive. The word "abuse" isn't right since these things don't really work that way, but it feels similar.

I am a weird teetotaler anyways. And if you're angry at your slaves then whose fault is that exactly? They're even less accountable for their own actions than a puppy. Sure if you want to pattern throwing things into manhandling I think that's fine, but I'd think less of any Master who is so pissed off at his slaves that he takes it out on them during commercial breaks.