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7/20/2025, 7:35:50 AM
>>81890420
I doubt there is any real 'one for all' recipe of depression, as far as I could understand with online resources and listening to other people's experiences, you have common feelings but otherwise some subjectivity to it.
Either way, if I could describe it my own way... The world looks grayer, it lacks vibrancy, the flavors feel more bland and 'more of the same' between one another. There is no real enjoyment in what you do, maybe you get a small crumb of it--happens--but it's still just a crumb, and just as it came it goes away. You are left questioning yourself if you even 'deserved' that crumb, or if it was just luck. You don't quite feel the motivation and energy to move forward, making whatever other things you have that makes you lack energy feel even worse. You worry and overthink things, a lot, at times even the small ones nobody cares about, to the point someone might even tell you "It's nothing/Why are you apologizing?".
I'm not sure I gave it a good idea of it but it's true that depression is not just "I feel a bit sad", which would still be fine if sadness as all you can describe depression with. But depression goes deeper than momentary sadness; even someone who looks happy might be depressed.
>>81890423
I wonder about this a lot.
I doubt there is any real 'one for all' recipe of depression, as far as I could understand with online resources and listening to other people's experiences, you have common feelings but otherwise some subjectivity to it.
Either way, if I could describe it my own way... The world looks grayer, it lacks vibrancy, the flavors feel more bland and 'more of the same' between one another. There is no real enjoyment in what you do, maybe you get a small crumb of it--happens--but it's still just a crumb, and just as it came it goes away. You are left questioning yourself if you even 'deserved' that crumb, or if it was just luck. You don't quite feel the motivation and energy to move forward, making whatever other things you have that makes you lack energy feel even worse. You worry and overthink things, a lot, at times even the small ones nobody cares about, to the point someone might even tell you "It's nothing/Why are you apologizing?".
I'm not sure I gave it a good idea of it but it's true that depression is not just "I feel a bit sad", which would still be fine if sadness as all you can describe depression with. But depression goes deeper than momentary sadness; even someone who looks happy might be depressed.
>>81890423
I wonder about this a lot.
7/13/2025, 7:23:54 AM
>>81809173
Haven't been dreaming in a while, though my dreams tend to be violent, depressing or chaotically nonsensical. 'Positively' speaking, one of the last dreams I can recall is a girl stroking my cheek out of affection, and another last dream I had was a suicide successful attempt. Hm.
I always found the concept of oneironautic interesting, being able to explore the dreamscape at your will sounds fun too.
Haven't been dreaming in a while, though my dreams tend to be violent, depressing or chaotically nonsensical. 'Positively' speaking, one of the last dreams I can recall is a girl stroking my cheek out of affection, and another last dream I had was a suicide successful attempt. Hm.
I always found the concept of oneironautic interesting, being able to explore the dreamscape at your will sounds fun too.
7/8/2025, 8:37:25 AM
>>81752785
>im a neet and even when relaxing i just feel anxious about nothing
>is this just how most people end up feeling for their whole lives?
Pretty much.
>im a neet and even when relaxing i just feel anxious about nothing
>is this just how most people end up feeling for their whole lives?
Pretty much.
6/29/2025, 7:36:01 AM
>>81653245
>All it does now is remind me how much duller reality is in comparison, which makes it difficult to become immersed in the story.
Somewhat the same for me. I still manage to enjoy the fiction in part, but I find myself subtly yearning for what the fiction has to offer. Maybe that's why I'd like to write a story, or do some world-building for a world someone could get immersed in, or maybe it's just because fiction is pretty much the only company I ever had while growing up.
>All it does now is remind me how much duller reality is in comparison, which makes it difficult to become immersed in the story.
Somewhat the same for me. I still manage to enjoy the fiction in part, but I find myself subtly yearning for what the fiction has to offer. Maybe that's why I'd like to write a story, or do some world-building for a world someone could get immersed in, or maybe it's just because fiction is pretty much the only company I ever had while growing up.
6/12/2025, 10:59:49 AM
Furina isn't real and she isn't in a relationship with anyone or any character whatsoever unless explicitly said otherwise by the game's developer. Your "pairings" are fan fiction. They're not real, just like the chances of you finding someone that loves you in real life.
Instead of throwing the biggest melty of your life because someone said "Furina x Sethos" you should work on your own self and improve your life. Learn to cook well. Hit the gym. Go outside and learn how real humans interact instead of living 24/7 in this cesspool of a general.
Instead of throwing the biggest melty of your life because someone said "Furina x Sethos" you should work on your own self and improve your life. Learn to cook well. Hit the gym. Go outside and learn how real humans interact instead of living 24/7 in this cesspool of a general.
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