I know you don't like reading this as it causes an aneyeurism in you, but sometimes you just got to make peace with yourself before you get a girlfriend. Bro what if you did get a girlfriend and got in a marriage and you had a horrible divorce that made you suicidal because you feel more alone as that was destined to be a happily ever after love of your life, wouldn't you still again need the comfort of being proud of being alone. Now with being alone you need to be healthy alone. Maybe you spend a lot of time on the computer, try doing something healthy with that time. The only reason why people know I'm so active on 4chan is because I have time to flip flop between activities, and usually I do. Yesterday for example I walked for 4 miles and the day before that I did a isometric exercise routine.

Let bygones be bygones.