>>40373928
>So essentially you are missing a back bone in your schedule that "forces" you to get up in the morning and start your day in a well structured manner
Yeah, pretty much.

>Something to build the rest of the day around. The reason I think this might work is because it allows you to "make excuses" healthily. "Oh while I am already up I might as well.."
Yeah, that's exactly what I need.
Something to give me more direction.

>No need to be sorry for that at all Anon. If everything was alright you wouldn't look for help! I'm glad you speak up
Thank you for indulging my ramblings, sorry if it's hard for me to make much sense most of the time.

Will be heading to sleep soon, will reply again as soon as possible.

>>4990165
how can anyone be scared of this?