>Dunno if you'll ever read this. I tried contacting you everywhere but ig I didn't get through.
>Anyways, can I take you out for coffee or something? I'll just pick u up, we go to some nearby cafe, have a cordial chat for like 30 minutes, and then I drive u back. I'm not trying to "win you back" or "try again". Call me selfish but I want to see you one last time before you go to uni. We never said our proper goodbyes (we did break up over text because of you moving out).
>You can just say no. I understand if it's hard. Just don't leave me hanging. My sem break's coming to an end ya know?
For context, it's been 3 months since the break. I feel like such a clown. I have grown as a person since then (fashion, haircut, gym, hobbies) and most days I am filled with a zest for life, but when night comes all I think of is her.

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I do believe there's some sort of primordial archetype of a dark woman who's more aligned with things that are taboo or transgressive, who carries with her some sort of forbidden wisdom, rejected by society. Think witches. The gothic itself deals with this kind of stuff. Monsters, aesthetics of grief and decay and emotional turbulence. As for why a large subset of men like them? Either a kind of death drive response, a fascination with the morbid, or porn addiction. It's curious how those who are most vocal about this fetishism of the modern goth dommy mommy (a modern hallucinated archetype) are typically low value males