>>81809160
I've far surpassed the point of being suicidal.

I've put a loaded shotgun safety off in my mouth literally like 2 dozen times, sobbing crying trying to get my finger to move to depress the trigger.

But survival instinct / lack of free will wouldn't let me

So I know now I am LITERALLY trapped being alive for 70 more years being tortured in fucking vanta-black tartarus

>>936721282
This meme has been beaten to fucking death

Literally what more is there to say on this topic...

why are people still making these threads