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>what's your excuse anon? why aren't you married?
Because I have an extreme inability to bind to people. It's not even that I am ugly or neglected my looks or something. I even occasionally have girls trying to hook up with me but I usually ghost them all as soon as I notice that she's up for something. Did some relationships in the past (all initiated by the girl) but there is this strange fear of emotions so I don't let them get close to me. Might have a crush on someone for a week but it gets suppressed by that fear of losing someone that I push all emotions towards a girl away. Usually they break up with me after a few weeks because I seem uninterested towards her and that break up doesn't even bother me much because I usually go into every relationship expecting a breakup.
Thanks for coming to my Ted talk.

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