i unfriended everyone i know online (my only friends) because im such a massive retarded loser no one deserves to talk to me and im gonna die alone

>>81900184
>I do realize that, but I still find it foolish, given you can cope yourself out of feeling loneliness.
I'm guessing you haven't been around people with bpd or ptsd or the like. Having an injured psyche makes coping difficult to impossible, since your psyche is what you use to cope in the first place. Try doing some research on mental illness. Even if you have low emotional empathy (which I'm guessing you do, based on your posts), it's pretty easy to understand on a cognitive level that something is wrong with these people that can't be solved just by talking yourself out of it.

is anyone else here a joyless being that doesnt give a fuck about anything or enjoy anything?

i basically just think about how i am mentally ill all day, and how i dont enjoy anything. i cant even get the motivation to get up and go outside and when i do i just think about how its hot and i wish i was doing nothing.

im in psychiatry/therapy now and got put on meds but i dont even feel any different. its been like this for like 6 years now.