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7/20/2025, 1:25:20 AM
>>40410321
>The laws feel specially constructed to avoid giving me in particular any benefits.
I mean you don't need me to tell you that's alarming, but Christ. Yours is one of those cases where we are basically talking about the core issue being an urgent need to escape a shitty environment with limited resources at your disposal.
>Unfortunately my experience is too consistent to believe that.
I fully understand, it is one of those things that must be experienced to be believed. It genuinely sucks.
>There isn't anywhere I can go that I haven't tried.
>Plus I'm almost certain I lost the place I was talking about completely now.
Let's broaden the scope a little. What's your letter, by the way? Are there any lgbt orgs in your country you might be able to contact? There are also some slightly more sensitive questions I may need to ask to not waste your time. I would fully understand if you are not comfortable sharing specifics about your circumstances here (like what kind of disability you have and what general part of the world you are from), in which case I would have to be more generic. You are in a really, really tough situation, and you clearly want to get out of it. I know there is not ultra much I can do on my own but encourage and suggest.. but I hope feeling heard and engaged with at the very least helps a tiny bit.
>>40410999
I look forward to hearing about it but your rest comes first!
>>40412716
In spite of how grating and exhausting things are, I want to tell you you are fighting the rep demons admirably.
>Gl! I am shamelessly avoiding that personally.
Make one asap if you can help it. Got cavities, two small ones. Gonna be taken care of soon but I am honestly shocked the problem is not much, much worse.
>not happy enough with myself to engage with it irl
Babytrans issues, I absolutely get it. Well, as well as I can without experiencing it myself. I hope if nothing else you feel understood in this little space we share.
>The laws feel specially constructed to avoid giving me in particular any benefits.
I mean you don't need me to tell you that's alarming, but Christ. Yours is one of those cases where we are basically talking about the core issue being an urgent need to escape a shitty environment with limited resources at your disposal.
>Unfortunately my experience is too consistent to believe that.
I fully understand, it is one of those things that must be experienced to be believed. It genuinely sucks.
>There isn't anywhere I can go that I haven't tried.
>Plus I'm almost certain I lost the place I was talking about completely now.
Let's broaden the scope a little. What's your letter, by the way? Are there any lgbt orgs in your country you might be able to contact? There are also some slightly more sensitive questions I may need to ask to not waste your time. I would fully understand if you are not comfortable sharing specifics about your circumstances here (like what kind of disability you have and what general part of the world you are from), in which case I would have to be more generic. You are in a really, really tough situation, and you clearly want to get out of it. I know there is not ultra much I can do on my own but encourage and suggest.. but I hope feeling heard and engaged with at the very least helps a tiny bit.
>>40410999
I look forward to hearing about it but your rest comes first!
>>40412716
In spite of how grating and exhausting things are, I want to tell you you are fighting the rep demons admirably.
>Gl! I am shamelessly avoiding that personally.
Make one asap if you can help it. Got cavities, two small ones. Gonna be taken care of soon but I am honestly shocked the problem is not much, much worse.
>not happy enough with myself to engage with it irl
Babytrans issues, I absolutely get it. Well, as well as I can without experiencing it myself. I hope if nothing else you feel understood in this little space we share.
6/21/2025, 12:01:52 AM
>>40092962
>>40093041
>>40099973
Super proud of you for mustering up the courage, Anon. I want you to know that you are far from alone with these issues, we frequently have peeps like you, and I am sure they feel less alone seeing other people go through the same issues. Shinji anon already has made a good point. You got to understand: something like this is NEVER laziness. Something is wrong. Get yourself checked asap if you can at all help it, we have some resources for ADHD as well (see the howtoadhd channel for example). I wish you ALL the best, and I hope to see you around!
If you are presently insured in Canada, try to get your diagnosis there. Sadly I can't help you with the deets but counseling should at the very least be available for you! I think >>40094671 makes a great point, too. You are not alone in all this as you can see. We're wishing you all the best!
>>40105261
Almost an entire year, Anon! That's a major milestone!
>self hate thoughts are getting stronger and stronger.
It sounds like you are struggling with dysphoria because of boymode, really.
>I wish this life wasn't so cruel to me sorry to be a whiny bitch
You aren't whiny AT ALL. Promise. I am very proud of you, you are doing great, I wanted you to write your honest feelings from day 1 and have always encouraged you to, haven't I? We should talk about ways for you to be out in ways that matter to you. It will help a great deal I think. What is your environment like, out to anyone?
>>40093041
>>40099973
Super proud of you for mustering up the courage, Anon. I want you to know that you are far from alone with these issues, we frequently have peeps like you, and I am sure they feel less alone seeing other people go through the same issues. Shinji anon already has made a good point. You got to understand: something like this is NEVER laziness. Something is wrong. Get yourself checked asap if you can at all help it, we have some resources for ADHD as well (see the howtoadhd channel for example). I wish you ALL the best, and I hope to see you around!
If you are presently insured in Canada, try to get your diagnosis there. Sadly I can't help you with the deets but counseling should at the very least be available for you! I think >>40094671 makes a great point, too. You are not alone in all this as you can see. We're wishing you all the best!
>>40105261
Almost an entire year, Anon! That's a major milestone!
>self hate thoughts are getting stronger and stronger.
It sounds like you are struggling with dysphoria because of boymode, really.
>I wish this life wasn't so cruel to me sorry to be a whiny bitch
You aren't whiny AT ALL. Promise. I am very proud of you, you are doing great, I wanted you to write your honest feelings from day 1 and have always encouraged you to, haven't I? We should talk about ways for you to be out in ways that matter to you. It will help a great deal I think. What is your environment like, out to anyone?
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