>>49578607
As I said I'm not at my breaking point yet so I'm not gonna kill myself any time soon, it's just that I don't think I can maintain myself indefinitely, one day maybe I will break down and act on impulse and do something stupid. Most suicides are acts of impulse rather than deliberately planned.
And yes I am lonely and want attention.
>>49578609
I've heard that before

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>>95882910
Fair. So far the only school that very specifically focuses on prolonging life is Hag Magic, but other schools can also prolong your life.