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its not that I don't appreciate food of any level and status or type. I just feel so kicked down and beat up and not being able to experience and taste the world out there.

what about oysters? I never had french oysters
what about lobster? I literally NEVER ate one
what about [insert popular beef variant]? I CANT FUCKING AFFORD IT

no food banks. no support syems. I can only cook at home with my meager ingredients and doing my best to touch up my humble meals. I will never know the taste that 90% others people in society do. even buying a salmon steak is a doubtful financial decision.

I just wanna experience shitty cooks put out some shitty fakey arty dishy shit on their big ass fucking white plates and do some acrobatics tossing those fucking plates around breakdancing using a FLAMETHROWER for the final touch or whatever. I just don't want my very super BEST meal to be something so normal so redundant so.... worthy of sobbing