>mfw I have internal monologue

>>16720926
Well I wouldn't get fucked up at work but it effectively killed my drive to any embedded dev at home. Honestly there's so much context to the weird work scenario I'm in that it's hard to explain without sounding crazy.

Here's a taste, like I'm paying for chatGPT enterprise out of pocket so I can do the jobs of 3 people at the same time. I don't really see any point in lurking on stack exchange or spending 2-3 hours on something I can debug in 20 minutes that o3 pro shat out. I am stagnating because of that but I can't really not do it because my value comes from being able to do a million things at once in this small company.

I'm actively trying to find a job where I'll be a bit over employed so I can feel the pressure and grind again. Couple days sober too rn. Hope we all make it bros.

>>22915612
alright i work at a service station and i'm gonna message a girl whos a drink rep. spoken about 2-3 times already at the shop (mostly business), i have her number and she seems pretty cool (more cute than hot) so i think it's worth it.
something like 'hey, its me from x store. still all good for drinks but i was wondering if you'd be up for a coffee sometime?'.
how's that for texting op?