>>81699023
don't be because it fucking sucks i really cannot tell you how alienating and lonely my existence is
i have literally nobody in my life i can connect with, nobody who cares about me, and nobody i can talk to
i am utterly and hopelessly alone and i always will be
so don't envy me and certainly not just because you think it would be easy to go to a gay bar and get date raped

>>81690821
there is no alternative
what am i gonna do? die?
yeah, there is no alternative