>>212719056
Not even yerrow ones for me.

so war kurz mitm Fahrrad unterwegs. 2 Retouren zur Post gebracht und beim Lidl einkaufen. Heute waren viele Auditoren da und beschwerten sich bei der Filialleitung über gewisse Kleinigkeiten. Ziemlich fies! Außerdem schauten die mich an und lachten. Naja nun 3 Berliner und eine Steinofenpizza (im Angebot dank Lidl Plus Äpp)

>missed out on prom because I dropped out to lock myself in by bedroom and do nothing
>missed out on the college experience because I was busy again doing nothing
>never got a job or built a career or made friends or been in love or had sex or been to a party or cuddled or did anything at all
>just stayed in my room, ate until I got fat, watched porn and waited for every day to pass me by and now I'm 30
>i completely wasted my 20s
how does one overcome this grief? even if I change my ways and turn my life around, which I intend to do, I'm old. I lost a solid decade, maybe a little more. I lost all that time. I lost.

Same man, my dad especially is always telling me he's proud of me, that he is proud of the the kind of man I've grown to be (Im studious, and fairly hard working, kinda funny but socially worthless otherwise).
Maybe he is trying to get me to not kill myself.

>>211767620
i had an argument with an aussie flag yesterday because, though milk gives me the shits i still drink 'em and he tried to tell me why not just stop drinking them? why suffer through the shits

i told him, why do we do anything at all? why do we live when it causes us much suffering, why do we work when we hate our jobs?
because in the end, it will all be worth it - Look upon my work, ye mighty and despair!

tourist here
as a NEET, should I just start lifting?
if I really go at it, could I do it the whole day? like, say 8 hours a day?