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reposting the long format saga (bwubewi era missing)

Looking back, I have no idea how I actually ended up looking as pretty as I feel I do. When I came out in very late 2022, I had no friends, I had no one to ask for help, I "did" my makeup as best I could with products that I didn't even know how to use. I had to go to doctor appointments, to the grocery store, to job applications while boymoding or looking like an absolute hon. That third picture from the left was me about to go to a dentist appointment after making my mind up that I absolutely wanted to girlmode and when I went it was the most awkward and humiliating experience, I asked my mother for help but she didn't even see me as trans, only as a man with weird makeup. It was with the help of Flux that I actually started learning proper makeup skills and it was after a short period of time that my body actually started looking better but that first year was absolutely brutal and I want anyone who is afraid about the way they look to see how I did and how I do now.
I might not be a gigapassoid but I am incredibly proud of what I was able to do with virtually no help or money and I believe that all of you girlies questioning yourselves can do it too. Not many people are brave enough to post horribly embarrassing pictures of themselves but I don't care what people think because I want others to gain hope.