I just went out for the first time in like 5 years. With some people from work. I'm human sized now and don't drink anymore, going out to clubs and bars sober is a miserable experience. The music is deafeningly loud and drunk people are so fucking annoying you want to kill then. Im also far too autistic sober to pull anyone. What a terrible experience. I don't want to start drinking again but maybe I need to.

I just went out for the first time in like 5 years. With some people from work. I'm human sized now and don't drink anymore, going out to clubs and bars sober is a miserable experience. The music is deafeningly loud and drunk people are so fucking annoying you want to kill then. Im also far too autistic sober to pull anyone. What a terrible experience. I don't want to start drinking again but maybe I need to.