There's this short girl at my work who I always catch staring at me. I'm 6'3" and she's not even 5'
Always nice and cheery, always waving at me. It's one thing to be cordial with coworkers, but she seems to go out of her way.
If I make a Facebook and see that she's single, should I shoot my shot online over the weekend? She could have a bf, but she used to have an engagement ring and now she doesn't.

I feel devistitated even though I shouldn't
It feels like I'm going through a breakup even though I wasn't in a relationship
I'm crying over a minor change even though it shouldn't affect me personally
I'm grieving the loss of someone who isn't gone yet
They didn't tell me that they we're going away because I think they're afraid of me when they shouldn't be
I'll never say what I want to say, it won't make a difference either way
I'm afraid of crying if or when I say goodbye
I won't be there for their last day
I feel more alone even though we were never close
Even though I don't want to admit it, they always had a little power over me
I had feelings that I never experienced before
And now all I can feel is sadness and a sense of loss
It shouldn't be this hard
I tell myself that it wouldn't have worked out, but I'm losing that last ray of hope and that's difficult for me
I think they know more than they lead on to have me believe
I am happy for them that they're moving on to somewhere better
Even though I'll try hard not to say it, I will miss you, Kind Friend
I will miss you greatly