>>40128719
I want to kms with either a repressor or manmoder. we could hold each other's hands as we cut ourselves. and I could be fucked while being forced to read an old suicide note.

I wouldn't even care, as long as they're not beyond ugly, and hurts me.

Me being a chronically online tranny, it's really hard to find connection. Going outside fucking sucks, but I have to do it eventually if I ever want to find happiness.

im just so unbearably lonely, but I'm scared of being harshly rejected because I'm trans. Even just saying "hi" is scary. By God do I need friends though, I'm so so SO fucking lonely. I've been isolated in my room for years, and only go out when I have an appointment (which is hell for me)

im sorry for the long post, but I just need advice if anyone here has any. please?