i look like this and say this

listening to kpop for years made me more feminine and demure. can i sue them for brainwashing or something like that.

east asians are the only pacific and intelligent races... i love east asia.... white peepo chimping out all the tiem....

moment1 refixing my life

How do I get a life objective as a 30 year old NEET? My previous objective was to look like a teenage female but I gave up on it because it was too escapist. But now I have nothing. I don't know what to make my next objective. I guess I like philosophy and physics but I'm too nihilistic when it comes to philosophy having any meaning and studying physics would take too long and I'm unlikely to contribute anything. I just don't see what a 30 year old NEET could acquire as an objective. I should go back to trying to look like a teenage gurl but I'm even getting tired of that. It seems like I need to experience real life in some way. I've never had a girlfriend and haven't had a friend in more than 15 years. Maybe my brain is in a terminal state of depression and I should consult a psychiatrist to work things out. It seems hard to get out of such a bad situation on your own.