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Amber, Moses recently talked to me, told me you'd moved on, got a new boyfriend, "going for the whole tradwife vibe" and it broke my heart all over again, realising how little it's healed over all this time - I know I emailed you but I'm sure its under a wave of Quora emails, so I want to say here, publicly, as I said in my email:
>Sometimes I still wish that I could have married the girl I proposed to
Truthfully I wish I also knew why you pushed me away so hard, accused me of the things that you knew would hurt me the most, painting me as a monster, thinking everyone was out to rape you, asking me to look at porn over you, thinking I was looking to use you for sex when all I wanted was to love and to look after you, have a life and a family with you...
It all hurt, it still does, every single line you said was like a stake through the heart, I wish you told me whatever was truly running through your mind, but no matter how hard I tried to get it out, I could tell those cogs were always turning for the next thing, the next thing to hurt me, the next thing to push me further and further away...
I'd rather you had told me that you fell out of love, you thought I was a broke bum, I was someone not worthy of your love, that I was holding you back, that you were too sick and wanted to let me down easy, all of these things, whilst painful, would have cut the cord, instead of leaving me guessing, even 2 years later, seemingly leaving a mark fresher than the day it happened.
Even after saying all of this, with all the frustration and all the pain, I still wish I could have married you, for the longest time, you were the sunshine to my day, I wish I knew because, I would have loved nothing more than to overcome it with you, whatever it was and be a simple man, a simple father, a simple, good and dutiful husband, getting to look into what were once such loving eyes for the rest of my life.
I wish I wasn't such a fool, but here I am.
Amber, Moses recently talked to me, told me you'd moved on, got a new boyfriend, "going for the whole tradwife vibe" and it broke my heart all over again, realising how little it's healed over all this time - I know I emailed you but I'm sure its under a wave of Quora emails, so I want to say here, publicly, as I said in my email:
>Sometimes I still wish that I could have married the girl I proposed to
Truthfully I wish I also knew why you pushed me away so hard, accused me of the things that you knew would hurt me the most, painting me as a monster, thinking everyone was out to rape you, asking me to look at porn over you, thinking I was looking to use you for sex when all I wanted was to love and to look after you, have a life and a family with you...
It all hurt, it still does, every single line you said was like a stake through the heart, I wish you told me whatever was truly running through your mind, but no matter how hard I tried to get it out, I could tell those cogs were always turning for the next thing, the next thing to hurt me, the next thing to push me further and further away...
I'd rather you had told me that you fell out of love, you thought I was a broke bum, I was someone not worthy of your love, that I was holding you back, that you were too sick and wanted to let me down easy, all of these things, whilst painful, would have cut the cord, instead of leaving me guessing, even 2 years later, seemingly leaving a mark fresher than the day it happened.
Even after saying all of this, with all the frustration and all the pain, I still wish I could have married you, for the longest time, you were the sunshine to my day, I wish I knew because, I would have loved nothing more than to overcome it with you, whatever it was and be a simple man, a simple father, a simple, good and dutiful husband, getting to look into what were once such loving eyes for the rest of my life.
I wish I wasn't such a fool, but here I am.
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