these long walks are meant to be good for your mental health but honestly I come back even more insane every time

spending hours walking among people who are all out in groups or out in couples, hour after hour, realising that I wasted my entire life and I am completely isolated and alone. Then I come home to the flat, alone.

I went to a girl's house when I was 16 after we'd been texting for some time after she invited me over.

We watched 'The Beach' with Leonardo DiCaprio but just sat in silence the whole time then when it was done I said my goodbyes, got up and left and got the train home. Then later she texted me saying she wasn't interested.

That was 14 years ago now and I'm still a virgin. I don't get it; I don't know what I was meant to do. "Make a move bro" doesn't mean anything to me, I don't understand.

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Their arms have more muscle than mine.