>>81809990
i ghost people and leave entirely without a single way of contacting me back and have been trying to exist in peoples lives and not do this shit anymore but when things get hard god i just want to disappear and pretend i never existed and start again somewhere new
i dont know whats wrong with me and im so sorry to all the people ive hurt doing this shit, im trying my best this time but the one person i have in my life and obsess over doesnt seem to want me, its almost ironic but ill stay here i think

>>81580114
i have to use rhyming as a tool to connect threads of fate when i'm doing divination. it's not how i talk all them time, sorry. i just stopped rhyming cause im tired. i cant really say what i want to when im doing prophecy i just become an empty vessel