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8/6/2025, 2:19:18 PM
7/26/2025, 2:03:48 PM
33rd degree masons have like pedo marriages with little kids, along with their "holy book" the kaballah telling them all about the bringer of light aka lucifer
7/23/2025, 8:02:40 AM
6/27/2025, 3:00:18 AM
>be me, 20
>suicidal nolife boymoder virgin, look disgusting, will never pass, will never be happy
>try to kill myself (can't buy a gun anymore so i have to get creative)
>fail, end up in the hospital, then the psych ward
>schizo fucks, methheads and
>only one woman, get attached very quickly
>we play go fish most days and she helps me remember where im going whenever i get lost (brain fog)
>the first person who has ever been nice to me in person
>i tell her im sorry for being so needy
>she doesn't get upset
>i tell her im a disgusting male who needs to be a woman to be happy
>she tells me about diy and voice training, says i probably won't pass for a long time but it's still better than trying to kill myself every year
>she leaves the day before I'm scheduled to be discharged
>spiral, get extended another couple days.
>without her im nothing, what's the point in doing anything there's no other people who could ever be nice to me
>mfw i actually like someone enough to miss them
>mfw i feel worse
>suicidal nolife boymoder virgin, look disgusting, will never pass, will never be happy
>try to kill myself (can't buy a gun anymore so i have to get creative)
>fail, end up in the hospital, then the psych ward
>schizo fucks, methheads and
>only one woman, get attached very quickly
>we play go fish most days and she helps me remember where im going whenever i get lost (brain fog)
>the first person who has ever been nice to me in person
>i tell her im sorry for being so needy
>she doesn't get upset
>i tell her im a disgusting male who needs to be a woman to be happy
>she tells me about diy and voice training, says i probably won't pass for a long time but it's still better than trying to kill myself every year
>she leaves the day before I'm scheduled to be discharged
>spiral, get extended another couple days.
>without her im nothing, what's the point in doing anything there's no other people who could ever be nice to me
>mfw i actually like someone enough to miss them
>mfw i feel worse
6/26/2025, 12:55:38 AM
>be me
>lesbian femcel mother, only exist on accident. No dad, just her and my sister
>punished for being born, and for being born male. Told I'd end up raping and killing people just like dad and locked in my room after school so I wouldn't have any male influence
>try to kill myself when i was 6 because I thought she'd be happy
>want to be a real woman so she'd be happy
>everything bad that happened to me wouldn't have happened if I was born right
>transition at 19, DIY because broke and no insurance. Not out, never going to pass or be good enough for her to think of me as something she'd want to have as a kid instead of a failure of a son but I'm trying
>been on HRT for 6 months
>mother texts me, says she's a theyfab now, he/they, always wanted to be a male
>fuck you fuck you fuck you
>block her number
>why did she hate me for being male when she wants to be one
Why is this my life
>lesbian femcel mother, only exist on accident. No dad, just her and my sister
>punished for being born, and for being born male. Told I'd end up raping and killing people just like dad and locked in my room after school so I wouldn't have any male influence
>try to kill myself when i was 6 because I thought she'd be happy
>want to be a real woman so she'd be happy
>everything bad that happened to me wouldn't have happened if I was born right
>transition at 19, DIY because broke and no insurance. Not out, never going to pass or be good enough for her to think of me as something she'd want to have as a kid instead of a failure of a son but I'm trying
>been on HRT for 6 months
>mother texts me, says she's a theyfab now, he/they, always wanted to be a male
>fuck you fuck you fuck you
>block her number
>why did she hate me for being male when she wants to be one
Why is this my life
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