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7/15/2025, 11:08:15 PM
>>40397852
i got diagnosed with autism about a year ago, should have precised that, but nothing else came up. i guess it's not so bad but i wish there was more to this life than just fulfilling base level urges and needs
i got diagnosed with autism about a year ago, should have precised that, but nothing else came up. i guess it's not so bad but i wish there was more to this life than just fulfilling base level urges and needs
6/29/2025, 3:32:49 PM
>>81656236
>we still have warmth in ourselves despite that, eh?
no. i am hollow and cold inside. every waking moment i'm alone, i suffer deeply. the moment i'm even in the vicinity of human beings, i no longer suffer. purposelessness is only felt when you're not distracted; if you don't see meaninglessness, it's because you're distracted. good for you, perpetually living in the illusion of optimism is always better than perpetually living in the illusion of pessimism. but don't take the people in your life too much for granted, they may cease to be around when you need them most.
>we still have warmth in ourselves despite that, eh?
no. i am hollow and cold inside. every waking moment i'm alone, i suffer deeply. the moment i'm even in the vicinity of human beings, i no longer suffer. purposelessness is only felt when you're not distracted; if you don't see meaninglessness, it's because you're distracted. good for you, perpetually living in the illusion of optimism is always better than perpetually living in the illusion of pessimism. but don't take the people in your life too much for granted, they may cease to be around when you need them most.
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