>>33331219
>whats the plan here?
picrel
>what can i do to not let this get to me?
realise that this is all to make you wiser, wealthier, and well-equipped to fight evil.
Godspeed anon

>>40642084
Can you grow your own or just buy theirs?

>>40241988
go to church and try to be friendly/talk
if they don't initiate/be nice go elsewhere
don't join a cult, most should help you
>Catholic priests and nuns were known to run amok with each other on weekends
so there's that too, better than bein' alone
find communities with more to offer you
instead of being shallow, hollow husks