>>81874297
There is nothing magical anon get over it
It will never get better

>Coworkers invited me to dinner this friday
>They explicitly said they hate asocial people
I'll be sitting there the whole time not talking to anyone it's going to be an humiliation I'm going to hate every second of it

How long do you think you can hold on?
One of my biggest concern is that one day I will lose my sanity and go batshit crazy before unheroing