Its never any good when I make it

>>715838445
>tfw part of the 1.9%

How am i supposed to bring myself to playing a heretic knowing that abelard gets a horrible ending?

>try to play heretic
>feel bad and cant do it because im dooming everyone to a horrible fate

Why cant i play a hive mind that lets non-hive mind species live normally, i just want to be able to play a good boy hive mind.