What do you do if you're 25yo and never held hands or hugged a girl romantically? Am I allowed to go after 18yo? I'm basically 18 romantically. In fact they might have more sexual experience than me.

Dumping starts in like 20 minutes though

Should I let myself objectify my girlfriend? I noticed the other day when talking to my friends that I referred to her as "pussy". I've been an incel my whole life watching guys get to fondle their gfs ass in public and tongue kissing them and shit. So I kinda just look at women as sexual objects. Somehow I lucked into a relationship with a semi attractive woman and I guess I still see it this way, except I get to be that guy rubbing it in the other incels faces now.