>>81803750
>same ick as cutters
damn you would hate me then. I stopped doing it though, in my defence.
only surgery I want is for my face, I guess.
but fair enough!

Well. I finished another enrollment. The good news is that I have thereby secured insurance for the foreseeable future. The bad news is that, if I want to study this degree in earnest, I will have to start in the first semester /again/ because I can't transfer my courses. But who even cares at this point.

>>40284946
>Avoidant attachment style, so to say?
Yeah. My psych said something similar
>Do you feel like you lose interest in people, or is it more you disengage when you feel they are bored of you?
I don't really know, anon.. Not a misanthrope, just don't like em. It's pretty much always been me who drew away, in all of my friendships. I feel like most people become — to some endearing extent — emotionally dependent on their friends. And thus they want to maintain friendships. That just doesn't happen with me.
>Do you mean in terms of what the people in it should be like beyond what we sketched?
I mean that, even if I were surrounded by people who were perfect for me, I couldn't connect with them on a deeper level. It's not a rational thing. I don't know...
>I don't think you want to believe everyone with any passing interest in your passions is a shithead.
You're right, I don't believe that and I don't want to believe that... I'd still rather just save myself the trouble.
>Having someone with deep interest share their perspective
I don't really have deep interest, I only read like the first half of Ethics. Spinoza was a rationalist and pantheistic thinker who formulated his philosophy in a deductive style reminiscent of mathematical proofs. So I thought maybe that'd be up your alley.
>Also I just enjoy talking to you.
I enjoy talking to you as well, for what it's worth.
>I am doing alright.
Glad to hear.

>>40355837
It doesn't matter. Just thought it'd be a fun tidbit to share.