Ckin hell lads I think this sleep deprivation is slowly killing me. My limbs feel like they are made from iron, my heart feels funny, constant headaches. Intestines are aching. Seeing weird coloured flashing balls and shapes in my vision. Going to see the doctors tomorrow so I can finally have a full nights rest once again. Forgotten what it feels like its been that long.

Not interested in dating women or socialising with anyone. I dont want people coming inside my house touching my things. Thnx.