>>105992505
You are a designer. You have a brain that likes pretty things.
We are engineers. We enjoy tricking the fabric of reality to do our bidding. We get off to the idea of creating systems and architectures that shuffle and move stuff around precisely how we want, regardless of how abstract and invisible all of it is. In fact, it's almost better when it's all invisible, yet does something useful. You created something nifty, you solved a problem in an elegant way.

>>212082016
Wo kommt denn bidde die oide her, die ist im oroginalplan nicht verzeichnet

>>24491345
>I feel it was a black mark
You know you could have just make another profile to start fresh, right?
>I wasn't meeting my own standard
Was it reasonable? Was this your first time having to output consistently?
>I feel the promise to the reader was broken
It was broken when (You) decided to pull the plug on the story. You could have said "Hey guys, sorry for not being able to keep up, it was my first time doing something like this and it was overwhelming, I'm going to take X amount of time to train my writing output, don't worry though, the series is not abandoned, I'm going to relaunch it.
>embrace the goal oriented striving
Yes
>hope to be working on a new serial soon
Make sure to finish this one, dropping stories can become a bad habit pretty quickly and erodes readers trust
One last question: how old are you? I feel you have the same struggles as someone who's young (or very inexperienced)

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Built the wall: >>211951670