>>81644027
>what if you take genuine pleasure in people's suffering?
like i said anon, as long as you're not the one causing the hurting i dont think you're a bad person. if you do like when others are suffering (although i doubt you REALLY do because then you'd seek to cause it aswell) but still comfort them with a smile, it means there's still good in you. it just needs help to come out and overtake the bad.
i dont know you anon, but i will assume that you dont enjoy the suffering itself, but rather that the person suffering is experiencing the same pain you've felt for so long and perhaps feel like "its fair". its how i feel sometimes.

>>81600164
>music can transcend any language barrier
i agree! some feelings that music can make you feel cant even be put into words. i will try: sometimes, when i listen to certain songs, i feel like i could be in the song. like, im part of it. i feel like i live in the world where this song is based on, if it has some lyrics like that. i dunno, hard to explain!
>>81600215
>I live my life with music in the background
me too anon, i always have music on if i can. its like the background theme of my life i guess. the worst thing about work for me wasnt even the work itself, but being unable to listen to music. silence terrifies me.