>>33361116
>I'm definitely neither gay nor autistic. I'm asexual. The confusion lies in my attraction to a select few male traits, but actually imagining having sex with men is disgusting. I'm not in denial of anything. And I have a therapist, but I cannot tell her about something like this.
Holy fuck this is a gay-denial sentence man. Just share this with your therapist. Who knows, it might even give you a chance at happiness

>want to get the cool cannon sumdali
>don't feel like getting a squad for it
>decide to solo it
>with one of the accolade frames because why not (trin)
>slowly figuring out what works and what not on the tank
>figure out ways to deal with arena hazards
>inching ever further into the fight
>runs always end with me being staggered by something and falling into the green cum / whatever the things in the 2nd phase are suposed to be and dying there
>It's been 4h now
My hubris...
I'm going to sleep I have no idea how to deal with this shit atm.
I got too casualized by clearing base starchart with a newfriend for the past month