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i wish i could change my type in men
all the guys ive liked talking to and were sexually compatible with always end up being conservative
but because our values are inherently different it always ends up blowing over

>was staying with my aunt one summer when I was 12
>she came home early from work and walked right in on me wearing her dress
>ran and hid in bathroom
>she said it was ok and said she'd let me wear more if I wanted
>said yes and she dressed me up in a bunch of clothes and put makeup on me and we went and got ice cream with me dressed as a girl
>never told my mom
>said asked later if I wanted to do that again
>said no
>nothing like that ever happened again
>now old busted repper

I'm so fucking retarded and I hate myself. That was the only happy day in my life