I am painfully aware that I'm projecting my own insecurities on other people and I am trying to change for the better but I genuinely hate other trans men my age. how do I fix this? I'm planning on changing my appearance to look more like a white trash redneck conservative (transition goals) but I'm pre T so i just look like a lesbian. I don't want to be associated with these people at all. picrel.

Can pooners be normal doods?